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05 November 2012 @ 07:38 pm

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Mood: disappointed
Listening to: run boy run - woodkid
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04 December 2012 @ 07:51 pm
i'm not actually dead, contrary to popular opinion. 

see, i've only had lj around a month and a half now (i think). and in that time, i've just been finding my way around and getting to know the basics, since lj is so so so different to tumblr. at first i tried to post every other day, or once every three days, but since everything in my life has been taken over by exams that really isn't going to be possible. 

so from this moment onwards i'll be most likely posting quite inconsistently, as and when free time arises. i'm not quite sure why i felt this was a necessary post to write, but i've also been way behind on replies/comments etc, so if i haven't replied to you: I'M NOT DEAD, AND I'M SORRY. 

not only do i have mounds of revision to do right now (i am officially the queen of procrastination) but even though i still haven't caught up on the last two (three?) episodes of misfits, and i have about twenty-two tv shows in my to-watch list, i've decided to rewatch skins. oops. i finally convinced N to watch it (since i knew she'd fall in love with it) and while listening to her rant about how creepy sketch is and how much she loves chris, and how ugh maxxie is the cutest thing in existence (i quote), i of course had to rewatch it all. from the very first episode. oh.

homestuck is a thing that keeps popping up everywhere i go on the internet right now (as well as neopets, strangely. my childhood is coming back to haunt me), and i really think i ought to finally read it. i started it once, maybe a few months ago, but i got distracted and haven't looked back since. however, the art for it is gorgeous and it frustrates me how there are millions of characters i don't even know about - since generally in any other popular fandom i would know almost every major character and at least some of the plot, but for homestuck i know nothing. at all. 

since i'm so ridiculously behind on everything, i'm going to set myself a little "lj to do list", so i don't forget about all my current fandom projects. and so you guys can see that i'm not completely incompetent, and that i'm not just sitting here on my ass doing nada contribution.
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now  i'm off to revise. yum.
Mood: okay
Listening to: heavy cross - gossip
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28 November 2012 @ 07:44 pm
so i was planning on posting yesterday buuuuut i slept out at last minute so i'm very very very sorry and here are six icons to make up for it (because elements decided to crash on me and delete everything i was currently working on, and my photoshop torrent has completely broken down).

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when i have time i will post my derek hale mix and my theon greyjoy mix, but at the moment i'm just far too busy to even contemplate uploading them. 

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maybe one day i'll post those recs.
Mood: drained
Listening to: relax my beloved - alex clare
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26 November 2012 @ 09:16 pm
i'm so out of everything on lj right now, but i have so much going on in rl that i haven't had time all weekend to post. i'll probably post tomorrow (i have a couple of fanmixes in the metaphorical fandom oven, as well as a few icons, a whole load of recs and misfits/merlin reviews), and also answer all of my comments/replies. soooorrrryyyyyy.

in the meantime, here's a doodle of jake (as drawn by adventuretimemoments.tumblr.com)

Mood: artistic
Listening to: apres moi - regina spektor
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21 November 2012 @ 09:29 pm
yet again i broke my promise and didn't upload that huge rec list i was going to on monday. however, this time i have a valid reason! i am ill. i've been home sick all week so far since i caught a bug from my sister, and i feel awful. yesterday, i was only awake for about two hours in total. also, i just noticed that deleting and reuploading all of my icons (bar my lydia default) means all of my previous posts' icons have deleted. great.


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ok, now i'm going to post this and then i'll post my recs tomorrow. (because having recs and all this in one post looks ugly. blame the perfectionist side of me, ok)
Mood: tired
Listening to: babel - mumford & sons
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18 November 2012 @ 10:19 pm
i had to make a decision between watching misfits 3.06 or posting recs. unfortunately for you guys (i suppose), i'm choosing misfits. yet again, here's a paragraph long post about things which only i care about - my new layout and all new icons. i feel accomplished. maybe tomorrow i'll do the recs and also maybe a wishlist because i want everything.

I PROMISE tomorrow will be the day i post something proper.  
Mood: cheerful
Listening to: lost in the world - jay z ft bon iver
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18 November 2012 @ 03:05 pm
and again, i have a new layout. oops. lets hope this one stays a little longer than the last.

recs/tv things later tonight. now, however, i need to go and watch last night's merlin and help my little brother revise for his science exam. cute.
Mood: accomplished
Listening to: everything at once - lenka
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15 November 2012 @ 09:54 pm
it really frustrates me when i'm unhappy with my layout or url or something of the kind, because i just keep changing it back and forth and back and forth until i find one that sticks, and then i keep that one for forever. but at the moment i'm discontent with my theme so every time i go on lj i'm all fidgety and it's probably something to do with my ocd, but i just can't deal with it, and i have no time to fiddle round with it and look for another one or buy a new url for $10. and when things like this happen, i find myself posting less often because it just makes me uncomfortable because it's so ugly and disorganised, and i can't bear it. 

so, that's my way of saying sorry that i probably won't post every single day until i find a layout that i'm happy with, and i'm sorry for being such an ocd freak.
Mood: aggravated
Listening to: undercover martyn - two door cinema club